I rely on your inability to understand your own behavior. It's how I
stay a few steps ahead of you. It's how people like me are able to rise
above their crappy origins and people like you remain at the bottom.
Keep being you.
On 05/07/2015 04:29 PM, Desiree Capuano wrote:
> Oh my God Richard!! You nailed it!! I will never have to do any
> more introspection ever again. (In case it didn't come across in
> email - that was sarcasm)
> On Thursday, May 7, 2015, Patrick > wrote:
> The only reason you're being such a stupid cunt right now (well,
> always really) is because you know that G***** would rather be
> with me than with you. It burns you that after 2 and a half years
> he has not bonded with you and that he still speaks highly of me.
> You're jealous - but not because you want to be a good parent -
> but because your head is filled with silly fairy tales about
> "perfect families" and "the inherit love between a mother and a
> child". You grew up watching Disney movies and you still believe
> that's life.
> You're pissed off because you know that I deliberately withdrew
> from the family court proceedings because I wanted G***** to see
> what you're like when you don't have a court order compelling you
> to be cooperative, and you know that I was right in doing so. You
> see that G***** has not bonded with you and you know that given
> the choice he would leave you in a heartbeat. You know that
> you've failed as a parent because you've not done a single thing
> to improve the quality of his life. You see the differences
> between G***** and Sage and you know that you and Michael fucked
> up with Sage. You know that you will never be a good parent
> because you lack values and decency. You are incapable of
> teaching your children because you are ashamed of the mistakes
> you've made and rather than admitting them and sharing your
> experiences with your children so that they don't make the same
> mistakes, you pretend they never happened - ensuring that your
> child absolutely will make the same mistakes. It's the same way
> your mother raised you and look: you're making the same mistakes
> she did.
> It kills you that I am so open with G***** that I will share with
> him the worst things that have happened in my life, and that I
> will accept full responsibility for many of them. That I can
> admit to my mistakes so that he can benefit from them.
> Furthermore, it angers you that you keep doing things and they
> keep backfiring on you. It drives you crazy that I can be so
> indifferent to you. That you mean so little to me as a human
> being that if you were starving in the street I would not give you
> the time of day, while at the same time I volunteer on a regular
> basis at a homeless shelter. So it's not that I lack compassion -
> I just sincerely believe that gross, nasty, white trash people
> like you; people that are so self absorbed; people that will ruin
> another person's life with false accusations just to save
> themselves a little humiliation, without giving it a second
> thought; are the lowest of people and that the world would not
> miss them, nee, in fact, the world would be a better place without
> them. People like you contribute nothing to the world or to
> society - you just suck the life and the goodness out of all the
> people that try to be nice and to be helpful. You think that if
> you smile and inflect your statements so they sound sweet that
> everything will be okay. But it won't. You're just a terrible,
> sick person.
> But you're a product of the environment you grew up in. You're
> just carrying on the traditions you learned from your equally sick
> mother. It's just who you are. It's all you know.
> And THAT is why you act like such a deranged bitch toward me. I
> know it, and so, your actions mean very little to me.
> Good day,