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250 E. Placita Lago Del Mago
Sahuarita, AZ     85629
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Your belief in my motives
From: Patrick <>
To: Desiree Capuano <>
Date: Sat, Feb 07 2015 11:25:56 am

Let's take a moment and address the comments you've made, on numerous 
occaisions, that you believe I am obsessed with you and that such 
obsession stems from a sense of being emotionally hurt by you.

You do understand that people are, in general, attracted to things which 
are familiar to them, right?  And when I was 26 you subconsciously 
reminded me of my mother (she too was extremely trashy), and more 
generally, aspects of my trashy childhood.  And although I despised my 
mother and my childhood, consciously, there was still that subconscious 
familiarity from you.  THAT was the attraction, at that time.  
Gradually, though, over the year and a half we were together, I realized 
how disgusting and deplorable trashy people and trashy behavior are, and 
that I was better than that and wanted nothing further to do with it.  
So, I decided we should move back to LA (knowing you didn't like it 
there) because that would surely move us apart.  Sure, I've since 
continued to pick up and have flings with nasty, trashy women I've met 
in bars (we met in a bar, remember?), but that's all trashy women are 
intended for - a one night stand, or maybe hanging out with and banging 
for a few days...but then, it's time to get back to being respectable.  
Come on, let's be realistic, I could never bring someone like you around 
my real friends and associates - I mean: visible tattoos; community 
college then University of Phoenix; a fiancé who was a meth head and is 
now serving 7 years in prison for trashy crimes.  You're a walking 
cliche of white trashness.

And, do you seriously see nothing wrong with what you've done? 
Specifically, with the whole calling ICE to have me detained and 
subsequently deported, just so you could get custody of G***** by 
default?  Really?  In your mind that's a perfectly reasonable and 
sensible thing to do?  And, when scheming that, did you really think 
that there would be no retaliation?  Surely you don't REALLY believe 
that my motives are based on a juvenile enfatuation, right?  You do 
understand that I find you repulsive because you're trashy and simple 
minded, right?  So, how then can you possibly believe that my current 
animosity has anything to do with a desire to have an emotional bond 
with you?

Let me be perfectly clear (again): My motives are based 100% on 
reciprocity for your actions and how they have adversely affected 
G***** and myself.  To think anything other is just plain naivity. But 
I'm sure you already know that.  I'm sure your statements, claiming to 
believe I desire to be in a relationship with you, is just your way of 
conceding that you have no good rebutal.  The fact that your actions 
have backfired on you and that things are going exceptionally well for 
me now do not dimish the unscrupulousness of you and your actions.

By the way, I was right that around November you started having second 
thoughts about G***** living with you, wasn't I?  Good thing I was able 
to get you all worked up and spiteful so that you didn't discard him 
yet.  Gotta keep you hanging in there as long as possible.